Hypocrisy

I was thinking about how I would write about this. I’ve several incidents dealing with hypocrisy. Most of them have been because of precious boyfriends.  The worst incident was when I had moved in with my ex about 3 years ago. He promised all this stuff like “I’ll get a job and you won’t have to work” or “I love you so much” He ended up not working and cheating on me. Like he really loved me, yeah right!!! Then, before that, he was telling me how since he dropped out of high school that he was going to get his GED. And of course was a blow. He couldn’t sit in that class long enough without getting pissed off at someone and walking out. I couldn’t believe that I was really with that guy for about two years. I was very surprised at myself.

There was another incident also. This had to deal with my other ex that I was with for a year and a half. He told me he also didn’t want me to work so he would get a job and we would get a place to rent somewhere. He couldn’t even hold down a job and he didn’t have his high school diploma either. That was keeping him from moving up in any job he had. The whole time we were dating he would tell me he loved me yet I just recently found out how he actually was talking to his ex-girlfriends in the process, tell them he still loved them and that he was will to hide anything and everything from me. I found someone now who treats me better. He is a real gentleman. I have yet to be proved and any more hypocrisy with him. He is good to his word and never lies to me.

I’m not holding my breath on it again though.

March 19th, 2012

Last semester I wasn’t not as stressed about school as I am this semester. I am only taking 2 classes which don’t make sense. I really feel that I need something to make me concentrate. I wish there was something I could do. I have a dr. appointment next week and I’m going to talk to them about my flying off the deep end about school and no being able to concentrate. I hope they can give me something. I’m out of my anti-depressant and my migraine medication. I also have to tell them about that because if I don’t I do believe I will go crazy.

I was in a very stressful relationship last semester; he didn’t want me to go to school. No one is going to get in the way of me and my dream. I love computers and Computer Science in my major. My parents told me to do what I needed to do to make my life easier. I loved him because he was kind of sweet but he got to the point where he was talking to me in a way that wasn’t acceptable to me. It was unacceptable to a lot of people and when they said something to me I went off on them because I didn’t want it to be real. This has happened before in previous relationships. I finally got the point and told him about it. He thought I was crazy and I was done at that point.

I have a new boyfriend now and he is fantastic. He’s going to be a cop. At least he is going to school and he actually has his GED. My ex didn’t have his high school diploma or GED! So, therefore I knew I wasn’t going to stay with him.

Troy Maxson Racist?

The question, Is Troy Maxson racist?
I don't think he is racist. He is just trying to fight for what he wants. He wants more than what the white men give him. But on the other hand, he was upset about the baseball thing because he thinks because he's black, they kicked him off. Specifically, he got kicked off because he was getting older and they didn't allow him into the major leagues.
When he was fighting for the right to drive the garabage truck, it did seem he was being a little racist because he was mad at them for not letting the black employees drive. He has that mentality about himself, if someone didn't really know him then yea they would probably think he was racist.